Thursday, November 10, 2005

it's about time i publicise the fact that i've got finger fetish.. it's not that i like involving fingers in any kinda sexual acts. it's just that i like looking at immaculate finger nails and very nice fingers. i planned to find people with nice fingers and actuallie do some photography-modelling project. and my guest is that flautist (flute players) have very nice fingers. i reallie don't know how to describe nice fingers. slender? even and uniformed. nice rounded finger nails that's not too long. very evenly shaped and filed.. hmmm well, there's some pics of fingers here.. those are my fingers. taken by me using my camera phone.. so yeah.. enjoy..

.:: Etched by Nosferatu @ 6:26 PM ::.

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

having a glass of lemon martini. not smoking. just had curry chicken. wearing fbt shorts, no top, a silver bracelet on my left and a very straight face. having a box of tissue and a pile of used tissue close by. listening to "Metallica - Call of the Ktulu".

i don't know how true it is.. but lately, i feel very moody.. very demanding.. hmmm.. (is it true ridzt?) i've been very attention-seeking.. maybe it's cuz i'm gonna sail soon.. no one's gonna give me attention after i'm gone. i don't know la.. somehow or rather i'm just disappointed that those who i wanna dote on doesn't wanna give me the time/opportunity to do it.. all this while, i reallie don't know where to channel my emotions.

things are becoming harder not getting ANY financial support from my parents no more. and with me not going back often, it aggravates the situation. well, screw them all la..

once i've set sail, my meals are square, my clothes are settled (boiler suit and uniform~!), i needn't pay for alcohol, cigarette's free, no where to go clubbing, no cold storage for me to do household spending. on the whole, i'll be earning my USD800 without having to spend a single cent. unless of course i've been given shore leave. perhaps i'd like to spend some cash on souveniers. but then again, there is still the cadets fund set aside by the company just in case cadets wanna spend.. hahaha~!

i think i wanna give my magic a lil break.. i've been doing too much things which has nothing to do with me.. kinda "tired".. time to step on the brake.. too much plague, too much to pay for, too much blood spilled.. i wanna take some time off to concentrate on my professional life..
i've got a dream.. a dream of earning 300k by 20.. get my own property by then and get my brother to live with me.. no way is he gonna continue living with those parents of mine.. i just feel that he ought to be given something better..

.:: Etched by Nosferatu @ 3:40 PM ::.

Monday, October 31, 2005

General Custer
You scored 57 Wisdom, 43 Tactics, 65 Guts, and 66 Ruthlessness!
You're reckless... a little like Custer. Make sure you know what you're up against before you charge into battle. But, that being said, Custer was one of the more successful generals of his day. He was a graduate of West Point and one of the more senior officers in the Union army. Custer had a distinguished career until his untimely demise at Little Bighorn.

In the comprehensive campaign against the Sioux planned in 1876, Custer's regiment was detailed to the column under the commanding general, Alfred H. Terry, that marched from Bismarck to the Yellowstone River. At the mouth of the Rosebud, Terry sent Custer forward to locate the enemy while he marched on to join the column under Gen. John Gibbon. Custer came upon the warrior encampment on the Little Bighorn on June 25 and decided to attack at once. He divided his regiment into three parts, sending two of them, under Major Marcus A. Reno and Capt. Frederick W. Benteen, to attack farther upstream, while he himself led the third (a little over 200 men) in a direct charge. Every one of them was killed in battle. Reno and Benteen were themselves kept on the defensive, and not until Terry's arrival was the extent of the tragedy known.

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Link: The Which Historic General Are You Test written by dasnyds on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

A sexy vampire
You lure your kills with your looks and sensuality.You watch the people follow you like you are a
goddess and in your eyes and theirs you are you
help these people and become there friends and
lovers then when they are most secure with you,
you tell them what you are! When they make any
other response other then to be utterly amazed
or if they dont beg you to change them into a
creature of the un-dead, you kill them for
doubting your greatness!! You have to have an
audience and need to have people and vampires
that admire you or even better if they are
frightened of you!! You live off other people
in more way then one you need a group followers
if you didnt have this you wouldnt have

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.:: Etched by Nosferatu @ 3:06 AM ::.

Sunday, October 30, 2005

i now officially owe my mum 2000 bucks. which won't be much of a problem to return.. unbelievable.. i'm starting to play my Gameboy back.. broughtback lotsa memories man.. bought that when i was pri 5.. 7 years have pass and it's still working.. hahahaha..

People i've been talking to
i've been chatting with Ridtz often.. he reminds me alot of myself in my younger days.. maybe cuz our birthdays are a week apart.. hahaha..

also have been talking to Shah. my course senior.. soughting his help to get myself a ship.. i'll be sailing asap. Raya or no Raya. Deepavali or no Deepavali. i'm leaving~!

been talking to Douglas regarding everything.. and i mean everything.. will always be talking to him..

talked to Louis a day back.. glad to know that he's still single.. hahaha.. and also that he's been reading my blog..

i've been arguing with my dad.. argument is a form of communication aka talking.. hahaha.. he's not very happy about me going sailing.. *shish*

Me, my magic and my strength

i'm happy that there is progress in business..
i'm happy that i'll be sailing soon..
i'm happy that i've got caring friends around..

i'm sad to leave my friends..
i'm sad cuz i feel like disowning my family..
i'm sad that i won't have a phone soon.. a number with no phone..

i haven't been sending anyone..
i'd like to send someone..
i'd like to see that person/people suffer..

i haven't been whacking anyone up..
my hands are starting to itch..
unless i find someone to whack up, i will have to make do with whacking the lamp post.

People i wanna meet in the near future

Louis For dinner i guess
Ridtz For a drink?
Acong (my chief) For Kebal Meliputi
Shah Correspondent Course/Drinks
Douglas X country night cycling (haunted places edition)
Fred Francis Admittence into NSSPL?

Wat i'll be singing to Douglas before i sail

Goodbye to you, my trusted friend
We've known each other since we were nine or ten
Together we've climbed hills and trees
Learned of love and A B C's
Skinned our hearts and skinned our knees

Goodbye my friend it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that the spring is in the air
Pretty girls are everywhere
Think of me and I'll be there

We had joy we had fun
We had seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed
Were just seasons out of time

.:: Etched by Nosferatu @ 8:09 PM ::.

Sunday, October 23, 2005

You embody the German principle of Konstantzusammenschaft, which is best described in English (without using the obscure English word "sammenschaft") as "eternal togethermanship".
The Loverboy
Random Gentle Love Master (RGLMm)

Well-liked. Well-established. You are The Loverboy. Loverboys thrive in committed, steady relationships--as opposed to, say, Playboys, who want sex without too much attachment.

You've had many relationships and nearly all of them have been successful. You're a nice guy, you know the ropes, and even if you can be a little hasty with decisions, most girls think of you as a total catch. Your hastiness comes off as spontaneity most of the time anyhow, making you especially popular in your circle of friends, too.

You know not to make the typical Loverboy mistake of choosing someone who appreciates your good humor and popularity, but who offers nothing in return. You belong with someone outgoing, independent, and creative. Otherwise, you'll get bored. And then instead of surprising him with flowers or a practical joke, you'll surprise him by leaving.

ALWAYS AVOID: The Billy Goat

CONSIDER: The Boy Next Door, The Loverboy

Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating.
My profile name: riomhach

.:: Etched by Nosferatu @ 2:54 PM ::.

Saturday, October 22, 2005

i'm such sad person now.. no money.. no nothing.. just me and my magic.. i reallie dunno wat to think.. dunno wat to type.. just cheated off 15k.. i swear to God, i'll do anything in my power and make the bitch suffer.. well anyway, i've got a lil song that i wanna share.. the meaning's just too deep.. a song by a real talented man.. someone i really adore.. wanna guess? yeah.. that's rite.. Don McLean.. and his all time favourite song.. American Pie..

A long, long time ago,
I can still remember
How that music used to make me smile
And I knew if I had my chance,
That I could make those people dance
And maybe they'd be happy for a while

But February made me shiver,
With every paper I'd deliver
Bad news on the doorstep,
I couldn't take one more step
I can't remember if I cried
When I read about his widowed bride
But something touched me deep inside
The day the music died


So bye, bye Miss American Pie
Drove my Chevy to the levee but the levee was dry
And them good old boys were drinking whiskey in Rye
Singing this will be the day that I die,
This will be the day that I die

Did you write the book of love
And do you have faith in God above,
If the Bible tells you so?
Now, do you believe in rock and roll
Can music save your mortal soul
And can you teach me how to dance real slow?

Well, I know that you're in love with him
'Cause I saw you dancing in the gym
You both kicked off your shoes,
Man, I dig those rhythm and blues!

I was a lonely teenage broncin' buck
With a pink carnation and a pickup truck
But I knew that I was out of luck
The day the music died
I started singing


Now for ten years we've been on our own,
And moss grows fat on a Rolling Stone
But that's not how it used to be
When The Jester sang for The King and Queen
In a coat he borrowed from James Dean
In a voice that came from you and me

And while The King was looking down,
The Jester stole his thorny crown
The courtroom was adjourned,
No verdict was returned
And while Lenin read a book on Marx,
The quartet practiced in the park
And we sang dirges in the dark
The day the music died
We were singing


Helter Skelter in a summer swelter
The Byrds flew off with a fall out shelter
Eight miles high and falling fast
It landed foul on the grass
The players tried for a forward pass
With The Jester on the sidelines in a cast

Now, the halftime air was sweet perfume
While The Sargeants played a marching tune
We all got up to dance,
Oh, but we never got the chance
'Cause the players tried to take the field
The marching band refused to yield!
Do you recall what was revealed
The day the music died?
We started singing


Oh, and there we were all in one place
A generation lost in space
With no time left to start again
So come on Jack be nimble,
Jack be quick
Jack Flash sat on a candle stick
Because fire is the devil's only friend

Oh, and as I watched him on the stage
My hands were clenched in fists of rage
No angel born in Hell
Could break that Satan's spell
And as the flames climbed high into the night
To light the sacrificial rite
I saw Satan laughing with delight
The day the music died
He was singing

I met a girl who sang the blues
And I asked her for some happy news...
But she just smiled and turned away
I went down to the sacred store
Where I'd heard the music years before
But the man there said the music wouldn't play

And in the streets the children screamed
The lovers cried and the poets dreamed
But not a word was spoken
The church bells all were broken
And the three men I admire most
The Father, Son and the Holy Ghost
They caught the last train for the coast
The day the music died
And they were singing

Bye, bye Miss American Pie
Drove my Chevy to the levee but the levee was dry
And them good old boys were drinking whiskey in Rye
Singin' this will be the day that I die
This'll be the day that I die

They were singin'
Bye, bye Miss American Pie
Drove my Chevy to the levee but the levee was dry
And them good old boys were drinking whiskey in Rye
Singing this will be the day that I die...

very flowing song and music.. yet very deep in meaning.. *sigh*
at 0509hrs, the person i long to be most with will hafta be Louis. that's rite.. so Louis, if u're reading this, pls, hope u'd understand.. it's not easy being me and i definately know for sure that it's not easy being u too.. especially with the tons of assignments u have.. but yeah, gimme a chance alrite..

.:: Etched by Nosferatu @ 5:03 AM ::.

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

i know i've been rather idle when it comes to blogging. if i were to actuallie plot a curve in context to the activity on this webbie, it'll show us a diminishing curve. hahaha. well anyway, now i'm back. so be thankful about it.

updates of Sept and Oct 05.

my phone's dead. it's gone. it's totally spoilt. there is only one who can bring life to it. the "Almighty" Nokia Service Centre. had to put that it inverted commas. it'll be blasphemous if not. currently using Doug's Mum's phone. paiseh sia.

bought myself a Deuter Airstripes Pouch. very slick and cool. i think it's the most handy thing i've got now man. can be said that i never eave home without it. LITERALLY~!

also bought myself an air purifier. neon blue. how electrifying rite? cost me peanuts. and that's cuz i never but the fragrance oil. hahaha.. refused to buy it. cuz i don't need it to freshen my room. i just need it to suck in the dust suspended in the air..

also bought myself a parrot. very cute and colourful. little did i know that taking care of a parrot is gonna be such a chore. already regretting it. but since my bro's willing to take over the helm, then so shall it be~!

finally~! i've bought myself the very vintage and very prestigious Ivory Bagpipe. current estimated value is about US$5000. how bout that. soon it's gonna be a family heirloom. if i've got decendents that is~!

things that i've learnt/gonna learn since the last posting.

i've learnt to become bad. almost everyday i use pejal. to those who are involved, i'm very sorry that u hafta bear with the pain. (mainly colin lai and tan sia hui, andre tan) no one told them to be rude to me wat. it's my nature to fight back when offended.

i've learnt how to call jembalang tanah. called one in my house and now it doesn't wanna leave. permanent liao. stupid mistake.. hahahaha..

by this weekend, i'm gonna learn how to shift rain (as in send away or call upon).
also, i'm gonna learn how to invoke the legendary pontianak. after which, i can show off to my SJI friends. since they wanna see pontianak and they are willing to travel to Gymkhana Ave to see it, why not invoke it where ever my friends may be~!

updates on my involvement in ANY sch.

i've given up my post as Exco Member in Northland Primary School.

i've decided to fade into the past as an active alumni member of SJI Military Band due to politics raised by tsh and colin lai. i'll wait till they're gone/dead/resign which is not far into the future.

decided to not to teach in Singapore Poly anymore. i've finally realised that i'm swallowing more than i could chew. i think i've build up enough credibility to last me till i'm 22.

was involved with SNI/NI Command Conference. (SNI/NI - Singapore Nautical Institute/Nautical Institute) played the pipes for the leading in of the guest of honour as openning to the conference.

my professional life and financial status.

i just found out that to open a Swiss Bank A/c u must at least have US$10 million.
with that, i've already set a goal for myself. i will have 500k by 20. how i'm gonna do that, is none of anyone's concern. just mine~!

as of next tuesday, i'll be 15k richer. which is a big step to becoming half a millionaire by 20. yet it is still a humble stepping stone.

i've decided to change my career path a lil bit. i no longer wanna be a ship captain. instead, i wanna be a maritime lawyer like Godpa~! nonetheless, i still wanna work up till ship captain by 30 to live my initial dreams.

watever it is, i'll be sailing by December. early huh. sad it is too.

next update will be sometime at the end of October or perhaps mid of November, before i sail. unless i've got something great to tell or i'm just in the mood. hahaha.

signing off from home,
Hashnul De Souza.

today's my bro's birthday btw.. those out there reading this, pls pray for his 12th year of life and more years to come.

.:: Etched by Nosferatu @ 11:52 AM ::.

My juicy details

hmmm.. how shall i start.. i spent my whole life trying to become somebody..
well now, I AM SOMEBODY.
at the age of 15,
i'm already managing my own home-based antique business..
at 16,
i'm an active member of the Salvation Army..
at 17,
i'm in a degree course..
at 18,
i'm teaching in S'pore Polytechnic..
wat more can a kid like me ask for man.. fame is my mid name.. for those who don't know me, i'm an egoistic self-centered bastard who give no shit about wat others think of me.. but then again, it all depends on who's doing the thinking..

My ideology

people should put aside a very desirable attribute called HUMILITY.. pride is very important.. alot of kids nowadays suffer from inferiority complex, low self esteem and low morale and confidence..
why is this so?
cuz they don't affirm themselves enough by being cocky.. if u wanna wait for someone to praise u, u can wait till the cows come home.. i don't wait, i initiate.. at some point or another, one will hafta show off his/her potential.. like me, i always give myself credit for every thing.. it's doesn't hafta big nor grand.. u can give urself credit for even the simplest thing like being able to change the clock batteries.. even if i know i'm not the best.. but nonetheless, i'm still good.. infact, better than so many others..
lotsa people ask me: "yo bro, how come u're always so confident?"
so i tell them: "look here man.. i know i'm good.. and none can change that fact.."
when u keep telling urself that u're damn good, u boost ur morale.. with ur spirits high, anything is possible.. many have told me off that i'm cocky.. no big fuck man.. correction, not only am i cocky, i'm also a huge show off.. and i even thank them for the compliment..

My treasured possession(s)

-HP Laptop-
which i'm so proud of cuz it's an independent multimedia player..

-Nokia 6600-
very handy, with Nintendo Gameboy games inside.. (can anyone help me out with Pokemon Gold Version? kinda stuck now.. heehee..)

-Ivory Bagpipe set-
current estimated value would be around US$3500.. it's an antique.. close to 100 years old..

-King Jinn-
my best friend when dealing with people.. use it to heal and kill people.. so yeah.. don't cross my path..

-Tenor Trombone-
bought that in sec 1 man.. used to play it every band parade.. now limited to Christmas Carolling and church events..

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